Everyday I wake up to a confusion. I always want to curl myself to a posture I think the safest for me under that strange blanket on that strange bed. I could never feel the same without that familiar smell from my bed back in my home in Malaysia. There’s nowhere like home.
Everyday I wake up to a confusion. I always revise back my two promises I made to myself before I embark into this journey. I am a person with little patience. I can’t see the result yet at the moment and that is, probably the main reason, that push me to do more, to go further, each day. Even though a lot of time I had to do it by all means.
Two days ago was the only time I had the feeling of going home. The home where I could just lock myself in room and hear only the echo from myself. The place that shelter me from the reality for even just a little moment. The place where I could escape from the reality for a bit until I am strong enough to face them once again.
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I am pretty much happy with the impression I leave to my project members this far. The feedback suggests so.On the other hand, for my other department, communication, I have yet to come to a point where I feel satisfied with my planning and execution. Owing to the fact that this department is so new here in Vietnam, there’s so much to be done, and could be done.
I am still playing my role as the evil. The evil that advocates and extend the limit to which my two teams has never thought of reaching. Been playing an ugly role all this while, but I don’t think I will stop doing this any time soon. Being ambitious is not about being unrealistic. It’s about being open to chances, challenge and I believe that’s where we could improve and grow.
The experience here thus far has surpassed my expectation. Being born to a rebellious soul, living an exotic journey like this is what I want in life. Many of them asked me what’s next to me after this one year in Vietnam. I could never give them a solid answer as I am still trying my very best to balance dreams and desire versus reality and limitations. Anything is possible to me at the moment =)
Skit
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