Aging

I told Jessie last night that I am getting older, judging from the fact that I started to sleep in early everyday. I wish to make believe and post in my profile that I am forever 21. But the fact is, the more effort I put in in this childish denial, deep inside my heart the more convinced I am that I am aging.

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I have only 7 weeks remaining to my final paper. Very little do I know the process of aging takes away not only the tender skin but also my precious identity as a student. I owed my own this one regret. The regret of not putting enough effort in appreciating my academic study. I know deep inside my heart again, that the interests in mathematics and physics always occupy a significant piece in me.

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Today I am deeply challenged by my workload, both academic and non-academic. When I got home I am dead tired lying to bed and starting to let my mind wander around the universe. I have two choices here:

To complain about the situation, or

To get up, be discipline and make it happen.

and choosing the latter one is definitely another sign of me aging. I’ll make it happen!

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I think days left until I am old enough to understand the almighty “religion” is coming soon. Buddhist perhaps =)